MY SAD LOVE STORY 3

SHAWN MOVEEE!!.."
I screamed
HONK ~!!..Truck's Horn...
" BOOMMM !!"
that sound, so terrifying
I couldn't believe what I was seeing...
that's how he went away from me, that's how he went away without opening his eyes, to say one word to me...
after that day i had to go through everyday with the guiltiness and sadness of loosing him...
after spending two months like a crazy person...i took out the dolls,,,,,
those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out...i remembered the day i spent with him,,,and started counting the days...we were in love..
" One...two....three ...." thats how i started counting the dolls....
" four hundred and eighty-four.....four hundred and eighty-five ,,,it all ended with 485 dolls....
i then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms...i hugged it tightly...then suddenly....
" i love you~,i love you " i dropped the doll shocked ...
" i lo..ve ...you ??' i picked up the doll and pressed in its stomach....
" i love you~,i love you " it can't be...!! i pressed all the dolls stomach as it piled up on the side..,,
" i love you "
" i love you "
" i love you "
...those word came out non-stop " i love you ~"...why didn't i realised that....that his heart is
always by my side...protecting me. why didn't i realised that he loved me this much,,,,i took out
the dolls under the bed ...and pressed its stomach....that was the last doll, the one that fell on
the road, it had his blood stain on it....the voice came out, i was missing so much....
"J o do you know what today is? we have been loving for 486 days...Do you know what 486 ?.....I love you Jo so much..I am sorry that I didn't say I love you because..because I am so shy..ah!"so embarrassing...haha !"...
He laughed, that gentle laugh of his, so soothing to hear..he continued
" Happy birthday Jo,I wish you a very very happy birthday ,I wanna spend my life with you. I wanna be with you till we grow old and grey.Be with me forever Jo.I love you so much. muaahhh "
the tears came flowing out of me...why?why?i asked god!..why do i only know about this
now,,,why not before?...he can't be by my side...but he loved me until his last minute...
for that...and for that reason.....to me...it became a courage....to live a beautiful life...he still is in my heart ,so deep in my heart.I loved him.I love him now and I will love him forever, my Shawn.

from UHONDO KITANDANI http://bit.ly/2J16lJN